Immersed in an ocean of pain and bitterness,
Alone I stand and wait
Each wave impatiently drowning my nostrils
I lose balance, sway and suffocate.
Flowing through my veins, Sadness, Fear and Despair
become tainted by the taste of the seven seas,
The sorrows drowned in pills and whisky are now drowning me.
Immensity of sentiments taking the mind over,
The lines are blurring, the tears, the screams, are they really mine?
Finally, Loving and Loathing become One
No more pretendending, I’ve fucked the Fine Line!
Like a puppet without strings I get thrown about
I try to cry but cannot catch my breath
Each layer of pain fully flickers on my face
How could one man bear such atrocity?
How could ONE soul perceive my identity?
I thought I’d swim it but didn’t realise
How impossibly distant true happiness lies
Nevermind the rest of them happily ignoring
The Death of a Friend, a Flower, a Country!
I thought I’d get it my way
But the current is too strong,
My pact with the devil is fully exposed,
So come… come, please come,
Come and drown with me.